My heart on the floor.

"Here I am with my heart on the floor and my love out the door."

In the past weeks I have been with the two boys that my heart cannot seem to pick which one is the right one for me.
To tell you the trust I really don't think they like me... sadly.
Well, I got fucked over by one already. I was with him the other day and so stupidly of me I made out wtih him, a lot. Then the next day we were going to go to the movies together, yes another lame ass date, but then he calls me and tells me he cannot go. I wonder why?
Later that day I found out that he just played me around and likes another girl, who isn't me.
WHY DOES THIS SEEM TO ALWAYS HAPPEN?!
So, I haven't talked to him since, which I'm really sad about because he does mean a lot to me but he just doesn't care. At least he pretends too but really I know the truth in his heart.
The other boy, haha slave.
He wants me so badly but he doesn't show it in public places like school or anywhere else unless it's his house.
He's usually nice to me there but out it's a different story. He lies to a lot of people about us.
It really makes me mad and makes me think if he is even worth my time.
I really don't know what do to but all I know is my heart is on the floor and it keeps getting steped on.