I'm sorry for these words.

How can I explain all this emotion that has past me all week long?
I can't.
Only one person know's how this feels and that's him.
Because he has been though the same thing as he is putting me though.
Maybe it isn't as bad but it's like the same.
The same heart break that he has had, is now happening to me.
He knows the pain I am going though.
The thing that bugs me the most is does he even care?
does he even see how he has done something so bad to me ?
does he see that this has happend to him before?
and is he even taking this hard at all?
I don't know anything because he won't open up to me anymore like he used too.
I can't just ask him these things although that's all I want to do when I talk to him.
I want to talk about everything.
but he doesn't want to.
well I guess that's too bad for me.
I lost someone important, I lost someone I love.
What will happen when I see him next week?
I will maybe cry, I will maybe hurt
but we'll have to see.
I miss him, and I think he knows that.