I will be the death of you.

Falling back in love or falling back into heartbreak?
One boy that I did date back in the day is now coming back into this day and making me head over heels for him.
I don't really understand what makes me want him so much,
there's just that little something about him that makes my heart beat fast and makes me smile.
He's a good kid, for sure but he has hurt me before, by breaking my heart.
He was my first heart break, and the only one that hurt me the most.
I think that was because he was my first boyfriend who really did like me for me.
I guess that changed.
Anyways, he's changed a lot I think for the better.
He's more like me now, and I love it.
I think I see myself losing that one important thing that everyone in the world makes out to be a big deal, and yes I know you all know what I'm talking about.
I just don't want to start something so wonderful then it ending up to nor work or me once again being the one that was hurt.
But all I can really say is time will tell, and we'll see where things go.
hope for the best.