Please Know, I'm yours to keep.

I am so disappointed in myself.
I cry as I read the cold hearted words that come from your beauiful mind that I dared to fall in love with.
but yet who egged you on to this maddnes?
me.
all me.
You say, your the wrose boyfriend in the world but I beg to differ
more like I'm the wrose girlfriend in the world because I know so.
What have I done for you?
nothing.
What have you done for me?
everything and anything.
I pick at the littlest things to make you and I mad or upset,
I seem to be starting to turn into the one I hate. My father.
Picking, picking, and picking at things that should just be left alone.
But I do blame myself, for holding on to what I think will keep you by my side.
When really I just need to open my eyes and see you are the one that I love so much.
I love you and never, ever forget that my sunshine.