I'm holding onto a fairy tale.

" Today is the greatest day of my life "
I wish I could say that some day. Hopefully soon because happiness is key. One thing I want. I think only one person can make me feel that way. This person is the greatest man I know. I'm so grateful to have him. If I didn't I really wouldn't know what to do. But sadly we aren't together any more. I miss him so fucking much. He said " we can be friends for a while then try again" but I don't think that's going to happen. He doesn't keep his word or promises. Now I hear that he is "dealing" with some other girl yet he still tells me that he likes me. The sad thing is that I can't move on from him. I don't really want to , to tell you the truth. He is everything I ever wanted, in every single way. This whole thing is just so fucked up. I think I'll just wait and see what happens. Like I always say. hope is all you need, and it really is.
If heart breaks come, that's life and I will find someone new.