Oh is it love?

Lately, my ex boyfriend the one who everyone thinks is a loser, asshole has been coming up on my mind. A lot.

Even though I've moved on, fallen in love with my boyfriend. He still is always in the back of my mind. I guess you could say I miss him, but I rather you not.

I don't have feelings for him at all, but something is just there. I have not idea how to stop it or how to deal with it. It's been bugging me so fucking much.

All I wanted was for him to be out of my life, but every time he sees one of my friends he asks about me...

"how is she doing?"

"is she still with joey?"

"how's that going?"

Why doesn't he understand that he hurt me so much that I don't want to hear his name.

It just makes me sad and angry.

I'm done with the boy.

But these thoughts I can't get rid off and they give me the shakes.