i'm going insane

baby, please stop doing this too me. You breaking my mind, i can't think straight anymore, your voice is always playing in the back of my head. All I do is sit in this room and think of you. I just want to be happy, finally. I've been waiting forever for this, and it's going to be the death of me. As I toke my bong I think of all the good times we had that mean the world to me and I will never forget them. I can't deal with the mind games, and the heartache. I'm in such a great sadness and you seem to take all my worries away. I'm safe with you, loved like no other. But this pain I feel when your away is uncontrollable, I try to make it go away yet it makes it way back into my heart. Just know your my hero, and I'll keep waiting, and waiting. Heartbreak after heartbreak...