happy birthday to, me.

so, it's my birthday and I should be happy on this day but I'm not.
I'm getting kicked out tonight even though I'm moving in with my boyfriend I can't stand leaving my brother and sister.
I didn't get anything from my dad for my birthday, woot what a surprise.
I have to pack for the rest of my day really.
Go out with my sister which I hope cheers me up, prob will.
My school day was stupid, no one realize it was my birthday at all. And that sucks.
I guess, people just don't care so why should I?
I'm kinda nervous to move in to my boyfriends, I don't know what to expect.
I'm hoping everything goes good. I'm sure it will.

well, I'll leave it at that. Nothing else to say.

please help!

help me find my kitty!

she ran out of my house on saturday when I was away. She broke my window screen and ran outside. If anyone has seen her, please contact me.

She most likely would be around Woodward and Cabot Trail area.

Thank you.

hey, i'm still not happy. Cool story bro.

Life, guess what? you can fuck off. I hate you. I hate every single thing about you. Why do you have to treat me so badly. What have I ever do to you? Everything is just falling down. My heart breaks every time I hear him yell. My heart breaks every time when he tells me I'm not worth anything. My heart breaks when he tells me never to come back and that his crack whore girlfriend is better than me and would choose her over me. And, I cry, I cry. This pain is unbreakable. I can't handle this bullshit anymore. I will no longer call him my father. I will no longer go to him. I will be my own person and try to grow up fast even though that is the last thing I want. I want to live with my love. The only boy would ever understood me. But, before I can maybe do that. I have to get back on my feet and get a job. Maybe even student well fare. All I know is I can't live like this anymore and if that son of a bitch brings that woman back in here. He nor anyone in this house will see me again. I hate my life. My rules are simple but he is too difficult to see, that he's only going to lose me. Father, you can go fuck yourself with that whore because I am not with you no more.

I'm a hard girl, loving me is like chewing on pearls.

Fuck school.

Late for school once again, I just woke up since no one wanted to wake me up at seven because let's face it, who the fuck wants to get up so early? I sure know I don't.

So, I'm going to miss first and second but going to third which sucks because that's my class filled with gino faggots who fist pump the whole time and make fun of you because your a better person then them and you listen to WAY better music then them.

Too bad I have the worse of it. I always get bugged in that class, no matter what day it is.

Whatever, they can go fist pump each others asses because I don't care if they don't like me.

Deal with it. I'm alive and breathing.

I hate school, so much. I can't stand going, if I could I'd just drop out but I can't be some bum on the streets. I wanna go places in my life. Sadly, I have to take summer school. Gaay. Why did I fail math? oh yeah, I never went.

But this semester has being good really good. I've been doing really good.

I guess, I should end this and start getting ready for school... naaaaaaaaaaaah I'll get there.