There goes my life.

Leave me here, to live this wrong and unbelieveable life. I keep holding onto things that I hope will keep you by my side. When you leave I wonder how I will stay strong, but I will see you again, a long time from now.

In a new relationship
but not with the guy my heart really truly wants.

Never will I let you go.

My heart keeps flying into different paths. One day I love this boy and the next I don't. Then two different guys come into the picture. It's life though, and it sucks. I don't know what's going to happen but each life has a plan and point. I'll find mine soon.

Has your heart ever wanted to ask something but your mind was to scared of the answer?

This is all I have.

Something is wrong. Not with me but, with him. I don't know what to do. Should I call him or just let him be? I'm so confused, I just hope he's okay. The pursuit of happiness is the source of all u n h a p p i n e s s. He needs to find his happiness, and hopefully that's with me in his life.

Going away this weekend, link cell.

It's been so hard, this time we shared apart.

You know what I hate? When you care so much about someone, that you would do about almost everything for them, try to be better for them, are ALWAYS there for them and just love them for who they are, and they just don't simply see that your one of the greatest perons in their life. Well sadly this is happening to me. I care so much for him and he doesn't care even a bit about me. I wish he would see that the girl of his dreams is standing right in front of him, and I will wait but not forever.

Parents, Fuck em'.

Heavy lies the Crown.

Lately, I've found myself thinking about my ex. I miss him, they way he was shy to hold my hand and how he held me in his arms. I told him everything. When I was with him I felt like all my problems went away. There is still a place in my heart for him, and I know there's one in his too for me. I don't love him anymore, but there is something still there.

ANYWAYS- EXAAAMM TOMORROW! oh and that date that I don't wanna go on.

Your words are like knives.

So, today I saw him, and also met his ex. awesome. The funny thing is he said he doesn't date grade 9 yet she is. His lies aren't needed here. I guess he's too good for me or something wrong with me. The sad part is I'm begining to love him, and I wish I could say it's his lost but it isn't, it's mine.

OH, by the way show tonight was fucking dope.

Hope for the best.

Ugh. I love you, but I can't stand seeing you like this. You are so much more then this. Why would you lower yourself? Sometimes I wish you were a simple man that saw that; I am the only one who stands by your side.

Show tonight at St.Paul's, come out and support these amazing bands. I might not go which fucking sucks but others come out! 7 o'clock $15.

If it means a lot to you.

"I will never be anything"
Hey, guess what your are my everything even with nothing to say. I want you to live your life to the fullest, be the best you can be and to be happy, finally. I hope to God that you know I'm here for you Always. Soon I will know my place in your life.

I have faith in you.

He smokes again tonight, as the smoke leads to his lungs. He slowly die's from here.
I wish I could help him see; love acts on the hope of tomorrow.

Fuck this.

Got asked out today. Woot. The part that's holding me back is my strong feelings for someone else. I mean don't get me wrong the guy that asked me out is great,... but not as much as the other one.

I am so confused, thanks to boys.